I've been a member of these forums since 2008. Most people hated me then, most people hate me now. I was curious about what has changed in the last few years, so I searched through every thread that I've created since joining the forums.
To say that the majority of them were failures is an understatement. Now I know that I'm a useless hated waste of life who should just die in a corner somewhere, but reading some of those old threads, made when I was a much happier person, I see nothing has changed.
I don't really know how to assess my time spent here over the years. Was it a waste of time? Or did I actually have fun on the forums at one stage? Who knows, I can't accurately remember that far back, all I can remember are the problems and all the stress involved with them.
Looking back on those threads, I notice just how many people have disappeared from the forums since then. I notice that I posted differently than I do now: not being in a permanent state of misery back then is easy to see, even in those failed threads. Back then, I'd post my thoughts and see what happened, these days I usually don't bother, it's just too stressful.
There's no real point to this post, I was just thinking about my time spent here.
I've been a member of these forums since 2008. Most people hated me then, most people hate me now. I was curious about what has changed in the last few years, so I searched through every thread that I've created since joining the forums.
To say that the majority of them were failures is an understatement. Now I know that I'm a useless hated waste of life who should just die in a corner somewhere, but reading some of those old threads, made when I was a much happier person, I see nothing has changed.
I don't really know how to assess my time spent here over the years. Was it a waste of time? Or did I actually have fun on the forums at one stage? Who knows, I can't accurately remember that far back, all I can remember are the problems and all the stress involved with them.
Looking back on those threads, I notice just how many people have disappeared from the forums since then. I notice that I posted differently than I do now: not being in a permanent state of misery back then is easy to see, even in those failed threads. Back then, I'd post my thoughts and see what happened, these days I usually don't bother, it's just too stressful.
There's no real point to this post, I was just thinking about my time spent here.
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